Spring is near which means change is in the air. THANK GOD. Over the last month I have gotten a lot done. late at night while fearing the weather forecast for the morning after, I wrote songs, networked,and performed. Like a bear saves up food for the winter, I’ve saved my best for spring. I will be posting new cover videos on my youtube channel every Monday (#MusicMonday) and hopefully some of you reading this will send me your suggestions! I am also filming my first ever music video mid month! I am so excited. The sunshine always brings out my inspiration, and maybe fear that it’s almost bathing suit season, to work on my body. now this may be fleeting, but I’m two days in to eating healthy and I’m feeling happy. I don’t just want to be “okay” with myself. I want to love myself. But hey, I’m not discounting how long it took me to achieve the first one, and I’m very proud of that. While change is in the air, love doesn’t seem to be. I’ve gone on countless dates which just never pan out. I’ve had good drinks and good conversation but all that leaves me with is good memories and nothing material. I’ve always been in love with the idea of love and maybe I just want it too much. It’s exhausting. I’ve always wondered what I could accomplish if I focused this much energy on myself instead of other people…. I think I’m about to find out.